regrets
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Year 3,my final year to make everything right. Finish this and move on,and I can't help but regret many things.

Year 1
I regret not keeping track of my timetable properly for exams,only to fail one exam paper and retake the whole module because of it
I regret trying too hard to make friends,only to be a joke for the entire year
I regret not taking the first step,now once a hopeful dream is turned into nothingness
I regret being selfish to my friends,now things will never be the same again
I regret not dressing up for school,now I don't have a chance to

Year 2
I regret not going for lectures,only to score lower for my tests
I regret working in my dads office,now the relationship with his company is slightly strained
I regret making the same mistake once again,another chance given was again turned into nothingness

What if I didn't use the word regret in those sentences?

Year 1
I'm glad for not keeping track of my timetable properly for exams,because I managed to make a new friend out of the module I retook
I'm glad I tried too hard to make friends,because I saw for myself what losers those people really were
I missed the opportunity in not taking the first step,now I can stop wasting my time dwelling on what's past,and instead what's in front of me
I'm glad I was being selfish to my friends,now I know how much they really mean to me
I'm glad I didn't bother dressing up for school,made me realise how much money people waste on a shirt they'll never wear again

Year 2
I'm glad I didn't go for lectures,made me realise how important they are this year
I'm glad I worked in my dads office,I have a Nintendo DS now
I'm glad I made the same mistake again,made me realise how much of an idiot I truly am

So that's it.

Don't regret what's gone,reflect.